I’m just so ugly. I just realized it once again. I have been avoiding having my picture taken for a long time, but now someone else had the camera and managed to capture me.
I could live quite happily if there were no mirrors or cameras. Then I could not see myself. But now I have seen some pictures taken of me and I look awful.
So why am I still wondering why no man wants me? Why is it so easy to fool yourself into believing that you actually look OK?
I just have to keep some of these photos just to remind me of why I am alone. There is no man on earth who would be with someone that looks like me.